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A broken heart..

You always see in those Oprah shows (which i so love) how people are troubled with their past relationship, difficulty in moving on and all such problems in a relationship.. I used to listen to such talks and wonder why would people be so depressed about it, what is the big deal in moving on with your life..The person you used to love is now gone...accept it and just move on. But well, i was so very novice at that time, never experienced what love was like..

But as time goes by, you get to know everything that you have questioned. How it feels like when your heart breaks into pieces, when all that your mind can do is think what went wrong, when all that your eyes can do is cry, when all you wish for is that person to come back and hold u once again..It is such a worthless feeling, you just loose all your confidence in your self, whether you are a big famous person or a commoner, you start feeling unworthy, you start questioning yourself..am i not good enough?? whats wrong in me, whats lacking so that the person had to leave me.. And what about those promises, those life long commitments, didnt he think once before doing all this.. where did everything went wrong...

And as someone just like me said very truly...

Why gloom smothers me
When its happiness that I seek.
I look up to someone for strength
I end up getting more weak.

Why dreams that once delighted
Leaves me browbeaten and torn
I hear the devil laughing and saying
Its never gonna be true, you moron!

Why it seems easier to scream
When it takes an effort to smile.
Someone please study my past and tell,
Was I always this fragile?

Well..i may also like to ask something more...can somebody please tell, till when will this feeling last??

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